Sunday, September 19, 2010

Waiting

Here we all are, stuck inside on another rainy afternoon.

It's dark inside our apartment, and not just because of the clouds.

It's dark inside when the sun is shining, too. I imagine it's like living underground.

Not that I ever want to have a chance at a first hand comparison.

But here we are. Stuck inside.

Waiting.

Waiting.

Waiting.

We have no plans. We have no schedule, no place to be, no one to see. But here we are.

Waiting.

Waiting.

Waiting.

What are we waiting for? What will we do? Who will we see?

Here we are stuck inside again while the world goes on around us.

Life is happening all around us. Good, bad, indifferent.

But here we are waiting.

Waiting for our turn.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Cassowary

There are some animals that are just so weird that they're cool.

Like this cassowary we saw at the zoo.


A what?

A cassowary is a large, flightless bird that is native to the tropical forests of New Guinea and Australia. They are primarily frugivorous, fruit eaters, but sometimes they will eat insects, frogs, or snakes.

They are related to other flightless birds, such as emu and ostrich. The can jump five feet, swim long distances, and stomp the crap out of animals or people that get too aggravating, though this is not common.

Don't you sometimes wish you could stomp the crap out of people that get too aggravating?

Alas, cassowaries have no morals. Or prisons. Oh, well.

I digress...

One thing cassowaries are known for is their poop. Yep, poop. Again.

Don't you think there are too many poop references in my posts?

Well, s#@t happens!

Cassowaries eat tons of fruit, in the process ingesting the seeds of the fruit. When the seeds are excreted in their scat, aka wild animal poop, the seeds are encased in yummy cassowary fertilizer. According to one random study I found, 92% of seeds contained inside of cassowary poop will grow compared to only 4% of seeds not in the poop.

As a cassowary sign at the zoo said, "How many trees have you planted?"


As interesting as cassowaries are to look at, I can't help but think "dinosaur" when I see one of these birds. There are books and books, scientist after scientist who argue that one lineage of dinosaur, over millions of years evolved into today's modern birds.


As a Christian I often find myself conflicted over this theology conundrum. On the one hand I take the Creation story as truth based on faith, and on the other hand I take the evolution theory as truth based on scientific evidence.

I taught biology 101 lab to freshmen back in college and the biggest topic was evolution. I took oodles of classes about evolutionary development. I almost changed my major to evo devo. I understand it. I get it. It makes perfect sense to me.

And after seeing an animal like this it's hard not to see some form of evolution at work.

Or not.

Maybe the key is that we're not supposed to know.


Maybe we are made to wonder.

Friday, September 17, 2010

Zoo-cation

Last weekend we went to the San Antonio Zoo. It is a surprising gem of animal wonderful-ness, tucked away in the middle of the city. We were pleasantly surprised at how nice it is, how many awesome animals there were, and how comfortable the layout is.

Is there anything worse than having to look at someone else's pictures from the zoo? Let's see:


The zoo is just one of those places that you have to experience for yourself. Looking at someone else's photos is OK, like a root canal is OK, but as a blogger it's kind of my job to bore you with our individual experiences.


Like this photo, it's nice and all, you can see the kids and maybe say, "Ahh. They're so cute!" But other than that this photo will mean nothing to you.


One thing that is worse than looking at random zoo photos is when your parents make you give to the zoo all of your allowance money when you're stupid enough to throw your trash in the tiger moat.

You do the crime, you do the time! (JOSH.)


This is REALLY much worse than looking at other people's photos. The smell of these flamingos! 50 birds + 500 sq. ft. = Peeeeeee Uuuuuuuuuuuu!

Not minding the photos so much now are you?

Wait until you see what else is at our cool zoo!

Thursday, September 16, 2010

I am AWESOME!

In case you haven't been reading all of my posts, which I don't blame you for as I can get pretty darn boring at times, you may have missed the fact that we are not really living in the desert anymore.

About two of the longest weeks of my life ago, we moved temporarily to San Antonio. If you've never been here then get that picture out of your head what you think San Antonio looks like. It ain't no desert. It's part of Texas Hill Country and as so it is very hilly and quite green with only a tad of desert thrown in. In a word, it's gorgeous.

But then again, it is not the desert and here we are living in the middle of the Suburbans, AGAIN, without a single cactus or scorpion in sight.

Then why are we here?


So my husband can learn to fly this plane, the T-38. Well, he already knows how to fly it as he trained in it millions of years ago when we first lived in Del Rio, but he's here training to be an instructor of this plane.

Both at Laughlin Air Force Base and here at Randolph AFB, you can see and hear these jets streak down the flight line, go zooming overhead, and blast of into the horizon, afterburners glowing bright.

It's very Top Gun, but without the pesky Navy or extraordinary amount of sexy men playing bare-chested beach volleyball.


One day, a week or so before leaving Laughlin to come to San Antonio, Jerry told me a funny story. As he was walking from his car heading toward his office that sits right next to the runway on base, he watched a group of four T-38's taking off in formation.

He told me that for the first time ever, he was jealous of himself.

"I get to fly that plane, EVERYDAY. I get to pull G's, fly low, break the sound barrier, do flips and loops, and scare the heck out of my student pilot EVERYDAY. I have the BEST JOB IN THE WORLD!!!"

Yes, yes you do!

(It's about time you noticed you lucky duck!)


But that's Jerry. Living life day by day, focusing on the now but ready for the future. Always ready to embrace an unexpected windfall of good fortune.


One wheel flying through the air, the other firmly on the ground.


And loving every single second.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Back by Popular Demand!

The last set of goofy pics got such a great response I've decided to try my luck and post some more!

Enjoy the madness!

AHHHHGH!! Two Paula's!! The world cannot handle two Paula's!

Oh, and nice boobies, Josh.


This is the most horrible photo of Paige ever taken.

SRSLY.

Oink, oink! Bacon!


Lookin' good kids!


Mandy, does this look like the Mask guy? Soooo handsome!


"Then all the Who's down in Whoville will all cry boo hoo!"


Come on, give me sugar!!!!!

Monday, September 13, 2010

Titanesse Phoebe

When I dropped off Phoebe at the Kids Klub at the gym this morning, on the sign-in list above her name was the name Apollos. Not a typical name, but when in such proximity to the name Phoebe it takes on a whole new meaning.

The name Phoebe is an ancient Greek name and has a very interesting history in Greek mythology. I have a tween book brewing in my head based on my Phoebe with a slight involvement of the ancient Greeks.

I find this stuff interesting.

I might be alone in this thinking.

But in case you're interested in this mythology stuff, too, here's a super-quick recap of Phoebe, Apollo, and their significance in my proposed book:

Eons ago, out of the great "Nothing", arose two supreme beings: Uranus (Heaven) and Gaia (Earth). These two beings had twelve children together, The Titans, the males named Oceanus, Hyperion, Coeus, Crius, Iapetus, and Cronos. The female Titans were named: Mnemosyne, Tethys, Theia, Phoebe, Rhea, and Themis.

As it was customary to procreate with your siblings, the twelve Titans created a whole bunch of other Titan children to help rule over the world. Phoebe, the Titan of the moon and brilliance (as in light), created three Titans with her brother Coeus, the Titan of intelligence and order (as in celestial polarity).

Their three Titan daughters were Asteria, Leto, and Hecate.

Meanwhile, the Titans Cronus and Rhea had a bunch of little ones, too, beings that would later be called Gods, including Zeus who would one day overthrow all of the Titans and assume leadership over all Gods and humans.

Phoebe's daughter Leto, Goddess of Darkness as in the Unseen, and Zeus got busy and had two God children, the twins Artemis and Apollo.

Got that? The important piece to remember so far is that Phoebe is the grandmother of Apollo.

Back in the beginning of Titans and lasting throughout the age of the ancient Greeks, there was a place on the island of Delphi where an oracle, or prophetic virgin woman, was placed in order to receive insight into the future. Titans, Gods, heros, and humans alike sought out the Oracle at Delphi to help them know the future.

The power over the oracle first originated with Gaia, who then passed it on her daughter Themis, who then passed it to her sister Phoebe. Phoebe eventually passed it to her grandson, Apollo.

Apollo was one busy God. He was the God of truth and light, the sun, medicine, plague, music, art, and poetry. He is typically portrayed as the rider of the chariot that brings the sun up in the morning and takes it back down at night.

He is also an oracular God; prophetic and in charge of the Oracle of Delphi. He is often known as Phoebus Apollo to show his relationship with Phoebe and his prophetic powers.

OK. Right.

So what?

For years my sister and I have firmly believed that we are slightly prophetic. Not like we go into trances or can read your palms or charge you $9.99 a minute to tell you your future, but in little things like urges, subtle suggestions, and noticing repetitions that have consequences in the future.

Some may call it instinct, but those of us with overactive imaginations call it prophesy.

My Phoebe seems to have it, too.

She knows too much and freaks me out.

The day after I gave birth to Paige, a nurse asked if I would ever want to have any more children after going through the really hard labor and delivery I had. I instantly said, "Yes. I'm ready right now. And I will name my next girl Phoebe Elena."

Before that moment I had not thought of that name, had not imagined having another child, nor had that name ever come up while we were trying to come up with a name for Paige.

Where did it come from?

It was so weird, like someone had dropped that name into my mind. But who?

A little while after my Phoebe was born, my mom learned that my 6th great-grandmothers name was Phoebe. Did she put that name in my mind?

While talking with my sister one day about our prophetic natures (we're not freaks, I promise), I mentioned to her about my sudden urge to name my daughter Phoebe Elena. She was surprised, and even more so when I told her about our great-grandmother. And even more surprised when I told her what the name Phoebe means and her connection to prophesy.

Did I mention Elena means shining light, sun ray? And the Titan Phoebe is the goddess of enlightenment.

Weird, huh? I named her Light Light. Bright Light.

That's when I got the idea for my book. Three kids who have to save the world, each with their own job and purpose, all foretold by their birth names given to them by their prophetic mother, aka me. Phoebe's job will be prophesy, enlightening their way, illuminating their path.

So my Phoebe will be prophetic like I'm imagining her great-grandmother, like her namesake Greek Titan Phoebe.

Paige and Josh's names are interesting in how well they fit them,too, how well they will work in my book.

But that will have to wait until another day. I have an instinct that you are bored and think I'm crazy.

That's OK. I am.


(Oh, and before you thieves steal my book idea; good luck. All ideas on my blog are mine, mine, mine, and covered by intellectual property copyright laws. So there.)

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Eyeball!!!


Phoebe, Thank GOD, still takes quite a long nap every afternoon. The two or three hours she's asleep allows me to catch up on housey things, write these posts, or paint. I love my baby but I also love my personal hours in the afternoon.

The second best part about Phoebe's nap is when she wakes up. Even though she's no longer in a crib and so is able to climb out of bed whenever she's awake, she doesn't just burst out of her door and join us out here in the living room.

Nope.

Instead she lays in wait, staring at the world from under the closed door, waiting for us to come and notice her and make a fuss over the fact that she's awake.

When we hear her rustling around and not so subtly banging on the closed door, one of us will yell, "EYEBALL!" and then we'll all rush to her door, flop down on the floor and peek back at her from under the door.

Eyeball to eyeball.

Much squealing and fussing then is made and Phoebe the Baby is properly welcomed to the awake, welcomed to the party!

EYEBALL!